When I was 16, I attended a funeral for a member of our youth group who had died tragically at a youth camp in upstate New York. At the funeral, his cousin, who was at the camp when he died, described an encounter he had with the Holy Spirit shortly after his cousin died.
How he described his engagement with God's presence caused me to desire the same thing. Later that day, after returning home from the funeral, I sat at a piano in our living room. I felt prompted by the Lord to let my mom know I wanted to be baptized in the Holy Spirit.
At that moment, in my kitchen with my mom and sister, we began to pray and seek the Lord. I don't know how long we prayed, but I know at one point, I sensed the presence of God in a way I had never experienced before. While we were praying, I was baptized in the Holy Spirit. In my case, I began to speak in tongues as the Holy Spirit enabled me to do it.
I share this story because I believe the baptism of the Holy Spirit is a separate act different from receiving the Holy Spirit at salvation. That's why some refer to it as a second act of grace. When I experienced the baptism of the Holy Spirit, I was already saved because I had given my life to Christ at six years old.
I know every believer receives the Holy Spirit at the moment of salvation because being born again is a spiritual work only he can do. However, I also believe there is a deeper work the Holy Spirit will do in the lives of anyone asking him for it. This is the baptism of the Holy Spirit. I know there are differing opinions on this topic, and we don't need to divide over it. However, I know what I experienced when I was sixteen was real, and it transformed my walk with Jesus.
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